personal pandey blog

yes i am a jee aspirant now .. maybe not a good one though  i have not studied a single word from last 30 days or even more cause i was in village ( which is just a excuse) i could have studied there but i didnt which i regreat cause that one month of enjoy will cost me whole year of pressure so idk what i am doing right now   i  must have studied i guess ,, now i have shit ton of backlogs which idk how i will complete ,, i should start but my procastination wont leave me or else i am not leaving it ,, harsh truth is i am not responsible which i should be guilty but no what i do is ntg just be a shit and do all the bad stuff i shouldnt do .. i need to get up and do smtg bruh i got 90.2% in 10th without studying but i doubt if i get a 60 in 11th even with studies cause i am a careless peice of shit  now for coming i would need to plAN a way to complete the backlog but it so fucking tough........  9th july is my exam 10th july is my pt exam so yeah basically ...

 following paragraphs were not supposed to be published i wrote them on word file to talk to my self but i think i should make it public for future me .so that the word file i wrote the questions i asked the way i described my self would be there for you future kyubhi .. either you laugh while reading it or cry it depends on me so hope you are laughing while reading byee  kyubhi- jan 23 monday 2023 6:34 Pm 

This year went fast maybe because we were actually not living in an ideal world for the previous two years but now that 2022 is saying goodbye let me rewind this year, it is a year that can not be described in a word or sentence it will take loads of paragraphs and hope I do a good job and summarise 2022 year in the best way possible for my future self.  Coming 2023 is Not going to be a normal year at least for me cause usually every new year I use to plan what will I do in the year and my goals which we also call resolutions but this year is different It feels like I know this year because I was planning for this from last 1 or 2 years because this is the year where I will take decisions which will change my entire life if I succeed in my path and yes IT IS DECISION FOR APPEARING IN JEE 2025 this next year I will have my 10th class boards which seems quite a task but the bigger challenge will be my prep for JEE and I guess it will be challenging and fun. At least I can hope that i...

 Hello . writing this a little late I thought of doing it on Sunday but I was lazy and didn't have time to actually MY PRE-BOARDS are going on and as our school like to torture me all the time they don't want to give any preparatory holidays even after giving us like 10 chapters to prepare We had no option but to Prepare at night too from last 3 to 4 days I am having 3 to 4 hr sleep at max I need sleep but even today I need to prepare for upcoming Hindi exam tho I didn't prepare till now and probably will not be able to write anything tomorrow I am just quitting I will instead go to sleep cause it's too much stress bro I can't live like this it is just hell  In my last post, I promised myself to not use the phone but instead only use the laptop for studies and I did it I am very happy for that this is like the first time I completed a challenge upto 90%  cause I used my phone for a total of 5 hours in last 7 days which was my weekly average before so great progress ...

 I am not doing the things I want to instead i am wasting my time on my phone i don't know  why but i cant focus i would be a criminal if i blame it on someone or something else its just me who is responsible for this i need to improve it .. today i thought if doing maths and chemistry but ended up wasting almost 4 to 5 hr on phone knowing that  i should not use it , I am deleted all the social media but still i waste my time on YouTube  so i am thinking of a solution so that i can focus on my goals i am many goals but this addiction and procrastination is lot letting me achieve them all i know i want to improve in maths but i am not doing it on the other hand my one friend solves difficult question and he doesn't even go for lectures like me i need to improve my maths teacher use to like me a lot but now she considers me as a class clown nothing more . i want to change it i want to improve for that i have made decision that i will quite phone and instead just use my...

Hello , I am writing this post from my bed I am going sleep after this Today I did my first task couldn't do all of them cause the chapter was so big and today I was less distracted which I am very happy for hope everyday goes great .. tommorow I have my school all my notes are incomplete let's see what happens . If they catch me I am done they will straight up suspend me but let's hope for the best and I will be studying bio and chemis tmrw okay bye Good night 😪

hello good morning everyone , today 12th of December its monday i didn't go school today cause I got late so I plan on studying today and getting my notes done i am starting from 11 am and i will write one more post at night talking about the day ... hopefully it goes good  my plans for today are I will avoid studying from electric devices and study by books and i will keep 4 sessions of 2hr each hopefully i will finish them all productively  so the tasks for today are : getting done with 1 chapter in history  .. lets take RISE OF NATIONALISM IN EUROPE  should take 2hr to do it bio- our environment small chapter should take 1 hr or 1.5 writing notes of hindi  practice trigonometry and do a little of surface area volume in maths  hope I do them all and write a post at the end of the about my productive day .. lets start it 11 already  BYE 👋  

Hello everyone🙏, ,I would like to start this post by describing about my day and then go talk shout the week  But before that I would like to change my commitment I made in last post which "I will post one article or blog everyday " and I have found that it is not possible so I have decided to post every Sunday and i will discuss all week at once Today Today started mediocre broke my promise to not use my phone in first hour of the day but saw 2 video and then had my break fast thought of studying after that but wasted my time watching a random man of culture podcast then did one lecture in maths and then completed my English notes after that it was all time waste today screen time was 8hr in which I will minus of notes which I wrote for maybe 1.5 hr and then I just kept watching yt today I watched it for 4hr so big time waste there and other times was just normal but overall a mediocre day couldn't achieve what I thought  Week This week was so bad I thought of completin...

Hey there it's been a while since I posted and I actually broke my promise which I did in first post that I will try to post everyday about my life but I didn't you know the reason? .. DISTRACTIONS.  YES! I have a lot of distraction in my which as a student I shouldn't cause I have made many promises to my self of doing many things accomplishing something in my life the most important one is doing best at my academics and get into the best college I can like IIT's but I can not reach my goal until I overcome all my distractions and study My avg screen time is 8hr which for a school going student is a lot but I am still not able to control even after I want to .. so I have decided to do a DOPAMINE DETOX for next 10 days Rules are simple for next 10 days • No social media • No junk food • No internet use instead of studying • No direct DOPAMINE intake I am going to wake up early not use phone in first 3 hr of my day and use my phone only for work and not touch ...

Hello I am Kyubhi it is not my real name but for this blog I am kybhi I have made this blog to share my life, my progress , my thoughts on internet so one day I will have something to look back in my life currently my age is 15 and in 10th grade lets see how long I can continue this blog I will try my level best to come here everyday and share my day on this website i don't think anyone will ever read this other than me but lets begin the NEW JOURNEY